Monthly Archives: May 2020

50 Days until 50: Day 38

May 22,2020 When you know, you know I consider myself to be intuitive. There are very few situations that I find myself in where I don’t have some type of feeling or awareness going into it. The problem I often … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 39

May 21, 2020 Tribulation   They say tribulation is coming Where men are forced to coexist with the pain and suffering they’ve brought upon themselves Suicide and murder will be in fashion Damnation the sport Screams of terror the music … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 40

May 20, 2020 Menopause This is going to be a short post. I know this is not a popular topic, but it’s a new reality for me. I’m not upset at the thought of no longer having a period. I’m … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 41

May 19, 2020 When I grow up First off, I want to say that I am grateful for my job and that I’m gainfully employed. I say this to appease the karma gods because I know how it feels to … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 42

May 18, 2020 Life Story   Life is a Beautiful thing It is a never ending story and we are the authors There is drama, love, suspense, and even violence God has given us the freedom to create our life’s … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 43

May 17, 2010 Stop worrying death or jail on our loved ones struggling with addiction I am a recovering alcoholic. I understand all too well the disease of addiction and how when l was actively in the throes of my … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 44

May 16, 2020 The day I became aware of my blackness I grew up the 70’s, a time where blatant racism was quiet, at least in my neighborhood early on. We were the first black family to move on our … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 45

May 15, 2020 Bad grandma My brother likes to joke with me and call me “bad grandma” because I don’t spend every spare moment I have with my granddaughter. It bothers me when he makes that joke. It got me … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 46

May 14, 2020 Worrying doesn’t solve anything I was sitting at my makeshift home office doing my work when I though about the possibility of my job requiring some workers to take a mandatory unpaid furlough. I was overcome with … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 47

May 13,2020 Dating after COVID-19 On my way to the store today I had a random thought of how dating may be going forward. Since the norm is going to be that we wear face masks in public places, this … Continue reading

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