Category Archives: addiction

What dating and relationships have taught me about myself

I’ve been dating and in relationships on and off for about two years now. I’ve struggled through disappointment after disappointment but I now accept that the common denominator is me. I don’t truly know who I am, or what I … Continue reading

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It should all be so simple

What my 6 week courtship taught me about myself pt.2 If you haven’t already, please go back and read part 1 of this post. So what happened with the man who was supposed to be my last relationship I met … Continue reading

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It should all be so simple

What my 6 week courtship taught me about myself I have written in an earlier post about a person that I met on a dating app. My hopes when meeting this person was that he would be my last relationship. … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 6

June 23, 2020 43 My 43rd year started off rewarding then a life tsunami hit. Karma would pay me a visit and overstay it’s welcome for a few years. In my 43rd year I received my Master’s Degree in Psychology … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 8

June 20, 2020 41 When I turned 41, I was 6 months sober. I had been laid off my job and decided to enroll in school to pursue a Masters Degree Right before I was to start school I was … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 9

June 20, 2020 40 The past ten years leading up to this new milestone birthday have been transformative. I’m going on a journey down memory lane . I’m inviting you to come with me. At the age of 40, I … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 33

May 27, 2020 Blackout The setting was a Wednesday night I’m on a date with Mr. Right Too much to drink I’m an awful sight I had a blackout and came to filled with fright What did I do, what … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 36

May 24, 2020 In search of contentment As we get older it is said that we are supposed to reach a point in our lives where we have hit our stride. That sweet spot of knowing who we are, what … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 43

May 17, 2010 Stop worrying death or jail on our loved ones struggling with addiction I am a recovering alcoholic. I understand all too well the disease of addiction and how when l was actively in the throes of my … Continue reading

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