Category Archives: random thoughts

King

Quiet confidence Subtle arrogance He doesn’t need to be seen, but is always noticed No flash or floss, bloodline of a boss Imposing presence Royal essence Kind hearted and humble but not to be played The lesser bow down no … Continue reading

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That demon

That demon that lies deep down inside That demon you don’t acknowledge because of foolish pride That demon has you thinking you’re altruistic, different from the rest but you’re really just another statistic That demon emerges when there are feelings … Continue reading

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It could all be so simple

But I’d rather make it hard So my first two post on the topic of getting back into the dating game, I tried to blame social media and online dating for my frustration in my search for my special someone, … Continue reading

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It could all be so simple

But social media makes it hard pt 2 ***Read yesterday’s post or this one may not make any sense, honestly, none of it makes sense*** While on the dating app, I super liked a guy on accident. He liked me … Continue reading

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It could all be so simple

But social media makes it hard ***Warning I am deep in my feelings as I write this. The thoughts and views expressed in this post are valid to me in this moment but are subject to change**** It’s been three … Continue reading

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This is 50

June 30, 2020 The thought of turning 50 had me running through a plethora of emotions. Fear, excitement, hesitation and disbelief. In true form, I started should-ing all over myself. “At 50 I should have, I should be, I should … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 0

June 29, 2020 49 In my 49th year I was committed to repairing my relationship with myself, but I realize that I keep making myself empty promises and lie to myself to pacify not actively working towards my innermost dreams … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 1

June 28, 2020 48 In my 48th year I became a grandma. Having a grandchild brought to the forefront the difference between today’s grandparents and grandparents of yesteryear. I wrote a blog post about it you can read here. During … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 2

June 27, 2020 47 In my 47th year I emerged from the basement! After a long hard road of uncertainty, I finally got my own place. I tried to buy a house at first. I fell in love with a … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 3

June 26, 2020 46 My 46th year was pretty steady. Work and my relationship were primary activities. I was gaining confidence in myself. I started taking daily walks and journaling. Being in a relationship provided an emotional stability that I … Continue reading

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