Category Archives: random thoughts

50 Days until 50: Day 28

Posted on May 31, 2020 by lmeceo

June 1, 2020 I got an AARP membership application and I don’t know how to feel about it Really? I’m going to be a member of AARP (I’m joining, they have good benefits). I wasn’t expecting this until about 60-65, … Continue reading →

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50 Days until 50: Day 29

Posted on May 31, 2020 by lmeceo

May 31, 2020 Don’t put doubt in your desire With all that is going on in the world it’s easy to want to give up and say “what’s the point “. But now more than ever pursuing our dreams and … Continue reading →

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50 Days until 50: Day 30

Posted on May 30, 2020 by lmeceo

May 30, 2020 One month away from my 50th birthday Damn, I’ll be 50 in 30 days and I feel the pressure to achieve all the goals I wanted to reach by the time I turned 50. Some of the … Continue reading →

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50 Days until 50: Day 33

Posted on May 27, 2020 by lmeceo

May 27, 2020 Blackout The setting was a Wednesday night I’m on a date with Mr. Right Too much to drink I’m an awful sight I had a blackout and came to filled with fright What did I do, what … Continue reading →

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50 Days until 50: Day 34

Posted on May 26, 2020 by lmeceo

May 26, 2020 Working from home As a result of COVID-19, I have been working from home since the third week of March. At first I was resistant to working from home, but now I’m dreading the day when I … Continue reading →

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50 Days until 50: Day 36

Posted on May 24, 2020 by lmeceo

May 24, 2020 In search of contentment As we get older it is said that we are supposed to reach a point in our lives where we have hit our stride. That sweet spot of knowing who we are, what … Continue reading →

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50 Days until 50: Day 37

Posted on May 23, 2020 by lmeceo

May 23, 2020 Journaling I remember as a teen I use to have a diary. I would write in it everyday. My diary was my first therapist, composition book and sketch pad. Collecting problems, poems and pictures. I kept a … Continue reading →

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50 Days until 50: Day 38

Posted on May 22, 2020 by lmeceo

May 22,2020 When you know, you know I consider myself to be intuitive. There are very few situations that I find myself in where I don’t have some type of feeling or awareness going into it. The problem I often … Continue reading →

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50 Days until 50: Day 39

Posted on May 21, 2020 by lmeceo

May 21, 2020 Tribulation   They say tribulation is coming Where men are forced to coexist with the pain and suffering they’ve brought upon themselves Suicide and murder will be in fashion Damnation the sport Screams of terror the music … Continue reading →

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50 Days until 50: Day 40

Posted on May 20, 2020 by lmeceo

May 20, 2020 Menopause This is going to be a short post. I know this is not a popular topic, but it’s a new reality for me. I’m not upset at the thought of no longer having a period. I’m … Continue reading →

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