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This is 50
June 30, 2020 The thought of turning 50 had me running through a plethora of emotions. Fear, excitement, hesitation and disbelief. In true form, I started should-ing all over myself. “At 50 I should have, I should be, I should … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 0
June 29, 2020 49 In my 49th year I was committed to repairing my relationship with myself, but I realize that I keep making myself empty promises and lie to myself to pacify not actively working towards my innermost dreams … Continue reading
50 Days until 50: Day 1
June 28, 2020 48 In my 48th year I became a grandma. Having a grandchild brought to the forefront the difference between today’s grandparents and grandparents of yesteryear. I wrote a blog post about it you can read here. During … Continue reading
50 Days until 50: Day 2
June 27, 2020 47 In my 47th year I emerged from the basement! After a long hard road of uncertainty, I finally got my own place. I tried to buy a house at first. I fell in love with a … Continue reading
50 Days until 50: Day 3
June 26, 2020 46 My 46th year was pretty steady. Work and my relationship were primary activities. I was gaining confidence in myself. I started taking daily walks and journaling. Being in a relationship provided an emotional stability that I … Continue reading
50 Days until 50: Day 4
June 25, 2020 45 In my 45th year Karma started losing interest me. So I thought. I finally gained employment after almost 4 years of joblessness. I thought I could see the light at the end of the basement, but … Continue reading
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50 Days until 59: Day 5
June 24, 2020 44 At 44 I was going to school and still looking for employment. I was living in my sister’s house and retired myself to the basement. I tried not to disrupt my sister’s life and stay out … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 6
June 23, 2020 43 My 43rd year started off rewarding then a life tsunami hit. Karma would pay me a visit and overstay it’s welcome for a few years. In my 43rd year I received my Master’s Degree in Psychology … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 7
June 22, 2020 42 At age 42, I got a dog, Chanel, I went vegan for good, and started to come out of my shell. I was pursuing my Master’s and met some amazing people who are still my close … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 8
June 20, 2020 41 When I turned 41, I was 6 months sober. I had been laid off my job and decided to enroll in school to pursue a Masters Degree Right before I was to start school I was … Continue reading
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