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50 Days until 50: Day 21
June 8, 2020 Attaching negativity to what I want in order to justify wanting it When you want something do you create a negative reason to justify wanting it? For me, this way of thinking has become automatic. I realized … Continue reading
50 Days until 50: Day 22
June 7, 2020 Self care Sunday It has been a trying couple of weeks. Today I focused on getting some mental rest. I listened to music and watched some of my favorite movies and tried not to think about anything. … Continue reading
50 Days until 50: Day 23
June 6, 2020 It’s time to talk Remove the phrase I don’t see colorSo we can truly see each other And focus on what lies within and not be distracted by melanin Our hearts beatOur blood flowsWe celebrate highsAnd experience … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 24
June 5, 2020 Joy Today I was riding in my car with the A/C on blasting my music and for a brief moment I felt happy and light. For a brief moment the weight of everything going on in the … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 26
June 3, 2020 Emotional eating My goal was to lose 20lbs by my 50th birthday. I started in March and I was doing pretty good and then, boom! Quarantine. Fear of the unknown, panic and one extreme change after another … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 31
May 29, 2020 Heavy Today is not a good day, The weight of sadness and despair is eating my soul away, Hope is thin, rage building within, No sleep , no peace, The uneasiness does not cease, My fears for … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 32
May 28, 2020 George Floyd
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