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It could all be so simple

But I’d rather make it hard So my first two post on the topic of getting back into the dating game, I tried to blame social media and online dating for my frustration in my search for my special someone, … Continue reading

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It could all be so simple

But social media makes it hard pt 2 ***Read yesterday’s post or this one may not make any sense, honestly, none of it makes sense*** While on the dating app, I super liked a guy on accident. He liked me … Continue reading

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It could all be so simple

But social media makes it hard ***Warning I am deep in my feelings as I write this. The thoughts and views expressed in this post are valid to me in this moment but are subject to change**** It’s been three … Continue reading

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This is 50

June 30, 2020 The thought of turning 50 had me running through a plethora of emotions. Fear, excitement, hesitation and disbelief. In true form, I started should-ing all over myself. “At 50 I should have, I should be, I should … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 0

June 29, 2020 49 In my 49th year I was committed to repairing my relationship with myself, but I realize that I keep making myself empty promises and lie to myself to pacify not actively working towards my innermost dreams … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 1

June 28, 2020 48 In my 48th year I became a grandma. Having a grandchild brought to the forefront the difference between today’s grandparents and grandparents of yesteryear. I wrote a blog post about it you can read here. During … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 2

June 27, 2020 47 In my 47th year I emerged from the basement! After a long hard road of uncertainty, I finally got my own place. I tried to buy a house at first. I fell in love with a … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 3

June 26, 2020 46 My 46th year was pretty steady. Work and my relationship were primary activities. I was gaining confidence in myself. I started taking daily walks and journaling. Being in a relationship provided an emotional stability that I … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 4

June 25, 2020 45 In my 45th year Karma started losing interest me. So I thought. I finally gained employment after almost 4 years of joblessness. I thought I could see the light at the end of the basement, but … Continue reading

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50 Days until 59: Day 5

June 24, 2020 44 At 44 I was going to school and still looking for employment. I was living in my sister’s house and retired myself to the basement. I tried not to disrupt my sister’s life and stay out … Continue reading

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