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Living in the past
I had an epiphany the other day that at the age of 54 I have more years behind me than ahead of me What struck me in that epiphany is that I don’t have much to account for all those … Continue reading
What dating and relationships have taught me about myself
I’ve been dating and in relationships on and off for about two years now. I’ve struggled through disappointment after disappointment but I now accept that the common denominator is me. I don’t truly know who I am, or what I … Continue reading
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Tagged diary, expectations, lessons learned, random thoughts, reality, roadblocks, this is my brain on emotion
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Father’s Day
This year instead of a birthday post ( I turn 52 today 6/30/22) I’ve decided to share a meaningful moment in my life. This has been 42 years in the making. I finally morned my father on Father’s Day, June … Continue reading
Love
We are a love starved society full of broken people unable to embrace one of the greatest gifts God has given us, love. Some of our hearts are so closed and resistant to giving and receiving love that we can’t … Continue reading
Letters to my friends
Happy New Year! I know it’s months later than the calendar new year, but my new year starts in spring. The time change, longer days and more sunshine, spring brings a renewed energy and mood for me that feels more … Continue reading
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Tagged diary, expectations, friends, lessons learned, random thoughts, reality
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It should all be so simple
What my 6 week courtship taught me about myself pt.2 If you haven’t already, please go back and read part 1 of this post. So what happened with the man who was supposed to be my last relationship I met … Continue reading
It should all be so simple
What my 6 week courtship taught me about myself I have written in an earlier post about a person that I met on a dating app. My hopes when meeting this person was that he would be my last relationship. … Continue reading
It could all be so simple
But social media makes it hard pt 2 ***Read yesterday’s post or this one may not make any sense, honestly, none of it makes sense*** While on the dating app, I super liked a guy on accident. He liked me … Continue reading
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Tagged black lives matter, diary, expectations, facebook, instagram, lessons learned, random thoughts, reality, twitter
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This is 50
June 30, 2020 The thought of turning 50 had me running through a plethora of emotions. Fear, excitement, hesitation and disbelief. In true form, I started should-ing all over myself. “At 50 I should have, I should be, I should … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 0
June 29, 2020 49 In my 49th year I was committed to repairing my relationship with myself, but I realize that I keep making myself empty promises and lie to myself to pacify not actively working towards my innermost dreams … Continue reading
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