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50 Days until 50: Day 3

June 26, 2020 46 My 46th year was pretty steady. Work and my relationship were primary activities. I was gaining confidence in myself. I started taking daily walks and journaling. Being in a relationship provided an emotional stability that I … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 14

June 15, 2020 The “wrong path” As a mother, it’s hard not to blame yourself when your children go down what you consider the wrong path. We spend so much time, energy and money trying to shield them from the … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 19

June 10, 2020 It’s an affirmation, not a magic spell I’m into affirmations and do believe that you can speak things into existence. There was a time where I would wake up everyday and say an affirmation. I would have … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 22

June 7, 2020 Self care Sunday It has been a trying couple of weeks. Today I focused on getting some mental rest. I listened to music and watched some of my favorite movies and tried not to think about anything. … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 28

June 1, 2020 I got an AARP membership application and I don’t know how to feel about it Really? I’m going to be a member of AARP (I’m joining, they have good benefits). I wasn’t expecting this until about 60-65, … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 30

May 30, 2020 One month away from my 50th birthday Damn, I’ll be 50 in 30 days and I feel the pressure to achieve all the goals I wanted to reach by the time I turned 50. Some of the … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 36

May 24, 2020 In search of contentment As we get older it is said that we are supposed to reach a point in our lives where we have hit our stride. That sweet spot of knowing who we are, what … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 41

May 19, 2020 When I grow up First off, I want to say that I am grateful for my job and that I’m gainfully employed. I say this to appease the karma gods because I know how it feels to … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 43

May 17, 2010 Stop worrying death or jail on our loved ones struggling with addiction I am a recovering alcoholic. I understand all too well the disease of addiction and how when l was actively in the throes of my … Continue reading

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Are you a better employee for someone else than you are for yourself?

My goal is to be completely self employed within the next few years. The beauty of being self employed is that you are your own boss, you set your own schedule, and in most cases you can just roll out … Continue reading

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