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50 Days until 59: Day 5

June 24, 2020 44 At 44 I was going to school and still looking for employment. I was living in my sister’s house and retired myself to the basement. I tried not to disrupt my sister’s life and stay out … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 11

June 18, 2020 Going grey I think I’m going to stop coloring my hair. I’ve been toying with the idea of letting my hair go grey So far my hair only turns grey around my hairline with grey streaks throughout … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 12

June 17, 2020 My inner voice in tweets Follow me on Twitter @lisamevansceo

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50 Days until 50: Day 13

June 16, 2020 Life is a gift Everyday should be like Christmas not just December 25thThough we choose to sit and watch it go by aimlessly Living vicariously through reality TV taking for granted how precious each breath we take … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 16

June 13, 2020 Who am I? Who am I? I still don’t know Who am I? Someone willing to learn and grow Who am I? Taking this life journey slow Who am I? I just don’t know

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50 Days until 50: Day 18

June 11, 2020 Breathe deep The smell of rain on wet concrete Feet grounded in reality thoughts of goals yet to achieve  Breathe deep feel the wind’s caress, the goose bumps form  Breathe deep notice the presence of being, being aware, … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 20

June 9, 2020 Quick rant: Facebook Dating So I’m on Facebook Dating and would think men my age would know the basics of posting profile pictures. One head shot (with no sunglasses or hats), one of you smiling (to show … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 21

June 8, 2020 Attaching negativity to what I want in order to justify wanting it When you want something do you create a negative reason to justify wanting it? For me, this way of thinking has become automatic. I realized … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 22

June 7, 2020 Self care Sunday It has been a trying couple of weeks. Today I focused on getting some mental rest. I listened to music and watched some of my favorite movies and tried not to think about anything. … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 24

June 5, 2020 Joy Today I was riding in my car with the A/C on blasting my music and for a brief moment I felt happy and light. For a brief moment the weight of everything going on in the … Continue reading

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