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50 Days until 50: Day 25
June 4, 2020 I wonder This is going to be a real short and random post. I was listening to Super Cat’s Bad Boy remix of Dolly My Baby and in Third Eye’s verse he says “There is no way … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 26
June 3, 2020 Emotional eating My goal was to lose 20lbs by my 50th birthday. I started in March and I was doing pretty good and then, boom! Quarantine. Fear of the unknown, panic and one extreme change after another … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 28
June 1, 2020 I got an AARP membership application and I don’t know how to feel about it Really? I’m going to be a member of AARP (I’m joining, they have good benefits). I wasn’t expecting this until about 60-65, … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 29
May 31, 2020 Don’t put doubt in your desire With all that is going on in the world it’s easy to want to give up and say “what’s the point “. But now more than ever pursuing our dreams and … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 30
May 30, 2020 One month away from my 50th birthday Damn, I’ll be 50 in 30 days and I feel the pressure to achieve all the goals I wanted to reach by the time I turned 50. Some of the … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 31
May 29, 2020 Heavy Today is not a good day, The weight of sadness and despair is eating my soul away, Hope is thin, rage building within, No sleep , no peace, The uneasiness does not cease, My fears for … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 33
May 27, 2020 Blackout The setting was a Wednesday night I’m on a date with Mr. Right Too much to drink I’m an awful sight I had a blackout and came to filled with fright What did I do, what … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 34
May 26, 2020 Working from home As a result of COVID-19, I have been working from home since the third week of March. At first I was resistant to working from home, but now I’m dreading the day when I … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 36
May 24, 2020 In search of contentment As we get older it is said that we are supposed to reach a point in our lives where we have hit our stride. That sweet spot of knowing who we are, what … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 37
May 23, 2020 Journaling I remember as a teen I use to have a diary. I would write in it everyday. My diary was my first therapist, composition book and sketch pad. Collecting problems, poems and pictures. I kept a … Continue reading
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