Tag Archives: reality

It could all be so simple

But I’d rather make it hard So my first two post on the topic of getting back into the dating game, I tried to blame social media and online dating for my frustration in my search for my special someone, … Continue reading

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It could all be so simple

But social media makes it hard pt 2 ***Read yesterday’s post or this one may not make any sense, honestly, none of it makes sense*** While on the dating app, I super liked a guy on accident. He liked me … Continue reading

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It could all be so simple

But social media makes it hard ***Warning I am deep in my feelings as I write this. The thoughts and views expressed in this post are valid to me in this moment but are subject to change**** It’s been three … Continue reading

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Whose Independence Day

We shouldn’t have to qualify our existence to justify the resistance, To racism’s hateful, murderous ways that confront us daily with death, fear and rage We are beyond sick and tired of living in a country where our culture, talents … Continue reading

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This is 50

June 30, 2020 The thought of turning 50 had me running through a plethora of emotions. Fear, excitement, hesitation and disbelief. In true form, I started should-ing all over myself. “At 50 I should have, I should be, I should … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 0

June 29, 2020 49 In my 49th year I was committed to repairing my relationship with myself, but I realize that I keep making myself empty promises and lie to myself to pacify not actively working towards my innermost dreams … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 1

June 28, 2020 48 In my 48th year I became a grandma. Having a grandchild brought to the forefront the difference between today’s grandparents and grandparents of yesteryear. I wrote a blog post about it you can read here. During … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 3

June 26, 2020 46 My 46th year was pretty steady. Work and my relationship were primary activities. I was gaining confidence in myself. I started taking daily walks and journaling. Being in a relationship provided an emotional stability that I … Continue reading

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50 Days until 59: Day 5

June 24, 2020 44 At 44 I was going to school and still looking for employment. I was living in my sister’s house and retired myself to the basement. I tried not to disrupt my sister’s life and stay out … Continue reading

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50 Days until 50: Day 6

June 23, 2020 43 My 43rd year started off rewarding then a life tsunami hit. Karma would pay me a visit and overstay it’s welcome for a few years. In my 43rd year I received my Master’s Degree in Psychology … Continue reading

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