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50 Days until 50: Day 20
June 9, 2020 Quick rant: Facebook Dating So I’m on Facebook Dating and would think men my age would know the basics of posting profile pictures. One head shot (with no sunglasses or hats), one of you smiling (to show … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 21
June 8, 2020 Attaching negativity to what I want in order to justify wanting it When you want something do you create a negative reason to justify wanting it? For me, this way of thinking has become automatic. I realized … Continue reading
50 Days until 50: Day 22
June 7, 2020 Self care Sunday It has been a trying couple of weeks. Today I focused on getting some mental rest. I listened to music and watched some of my favorite movies and tried not to think about anything. … Continue reading
50 Days until 50: Day 23
June 6, 2020 It’s time to talk Remove the phrase I don’t see colorSo we can truly see each other And focus on what lies within and not be distracted by melanin Our hearts beatOur blood flowsWe celebrate highsAnd experience … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 24
June 5, 2020 Joy Today I was riding in my car with the A/C on blasting my music and for a brief moment I felt happy and light. For a brief moment the weight of everything going on in the … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 26
June 3, 2020 Emotional eating My goal was to lose 20lbs by my 50th birthday. I started in March and I was doing pretty good and then, boom! Quarantine. Fear of the unknown, panic and one extreme change after another … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 27
June 2, 2020 #blackouttuesday
50 Days until 50: Day 28
June 1, 2020 I got an AARP membership application and I don’t know how to feel about it Really? I’m going to be a member of AARP (I’m joining, they have good benefits). I wasn’t expecting this until about 60-65, … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 29
May 31, 2020 Don’t put doubt in your desire With all that is going on in the world it’s easy to want to give up and say “what’s the point “. But now more than ever pursuing our dreams and … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 30
May 30, 2020 One month away from my 50th birthday Damn, I’ll be 50 in 30 days and I feel the pressure to achieve all the goals I wanted to reach by the time I turned 50. Some of the … Continue reading
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