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Making space for me
**Disclaimer** I wrote this blog post in July 2022 after a breakup. This is how I was feeling in that moment. After rereading my blog post on what I’ve learned about myself through dating and relationships; and the good man … Continue reading
What dating and relationships have taught me about myself
I’ve been dating and in relationships on and off for about two years now. I’ve struggled through disappointment after disappointment but I now accept that the common denominator is me. I don’t truly know who I am, or what I … Continue reading
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Father’s Day
This year instead of a birthday post ( I turn 52 today 6/30/22) I’ve decided to share a meaningful moment in my life. This has been 42 years in the making. I finally morned my father on Father’s Day, June … Continue reading
Fearless in 2022
In preparation for the new year, I did some cleaning and a small purge. I was cleaning out boxes and I found old journals dating back 15 years. As I opened each journal and read random entries they read like … Continue reading
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Tagged balance, diary, lessons learned, random thoughts, reality, roadblocks, success
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Try
The moment you wake up and realize you are not being your true self You admire the life that you want like it’s a trophy sitting up on a shelf You dare not touch it for fear that it may … Continue reading
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My first year of my 50’s
Happy birthday to me! Today I turn 51 and the past year has been a mental, emotional and spiritual roller coaster ride. For starters I had to celebrate my milestone birthday during a public health emergency and was unable to … Continue reading
It should all be so simple
What my 6 week courtship taught me about myself pt.2 If you haven’t already, please go back and read part 1 of this post. So what happened with the man who was supposed to be my last relationship I met … Continue reading
It should all be so simple
What my 6 week courtship taught me about myself I have written in an earlier post about a person that I met on a dating app. My hopes when meeting this person was that he would be my last relationship. … Continue reading
That demon
That demon that lies deep down inside That demon you don’t acknowledge because of foolish pride That demon has you thinking you’re altruistic, different from the rest but you’re really just another statistic That demon emerges when there are feelings … Continue reading
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50 Days until 50: Day 0
June 29, 2020 49 In my 49th year I was committed to repairing my relationship with myself, but I realize that I keep making myself empty promises and lie to myself to pacify not actively working towards my innermost dreams … Continue reading
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